On this beautiful Saturday morning I woke up at 6:25am after I also woke up at 5:00am (because my brain hates me soooooo much) and couldn’t sleep for 30 minutes (Dammit!) I went to work for 2 hours just to get some junk done for…you know…work. Then it was time for 2 worst words in the English language when forced together…Shopping Trip (I hate places, especially places with people in them, but it was necessary and mostly my idea so I couldn’t complain).
I felt sore all over (really? From walking? Slowly? What is wrong with me?) And I also felt tired and again awful (just totally drained). I wasn’t hungry so I don’t think this is food related. It is truly the worst feeling in the world (according to my limited experience with horrible feelings that is). I think that I must be really sick. Maybe I have diabetes or something much worse (probably the latter). I thought that going on this diet would help and at first it really did but that was probably all psychological.
I fell asleep in the car on the way to fort worth and on the way back (something that I haven’t done since 2010 when I started sleeping with the breathing machine) this leads me to believe that either the machine has stopped working properly or I’m dying. I also felt like crap at every store we visited (4 stores in about 4 hours, which is quite a quick trip for us, but we are extremely broke…so there’s that)
P.S. Here’s what I ate on Day 41:
Breakfast: quinoamelet (my word, don’t try to look it up)
Lunch: chocolate fiber bar thingie
Super late lunch: quesadillas w/ corn tortillas, chicken, mozz cheese. “mary’s gone crackers” w/ kefir cheese spread
Dinner: Steak & Broccoli
P.P.S. today was suck