I woke up about 35 times last night because I was upset, but I finally fell asleep only to be awakened by my alarm clock (which is actually the first time this week that has happened…so..yay?). Today was a sleepy depressing day with more arguing about how much I suck as a human being (although it was quite a bit less arguing than the night before, and it was pretty much over by lunch so maybe this thing will go quietly into the night…until it happens again of course).
I’ve kind of been feeling sick all week, both at my stomach ( which is because I’m evil and I hate myself…and everyone else for that matter…well, not everyone else) and in my throat/sinuses/head area. I need to start walking but I don’t know if exercising while sick is a good idea. I also don’t know if the only sleeping 6 hours a night has been good for me (I know a lot of people do it and are fine, but it’s making me nuts). I’m still starting to get hungrier every day and I just found out that I’m not allowed to have "think thin" bars because of the soy in them. That sucks. I knew I was allowed to have soy but I guess I overlooked that part on the ingredients. I will stop immediately. More celery…yum…sort of.
I’m an idiot because tonight I didn’t go to bed until after 11 again even though I have to get up early tomorrow again. At least this time is wasn’t to fight with anyone. Have I mentioned that there have been some awesomely positive side effects to quitting the Prozac (side effects that probably aren’t appropriate to mention here, but awesome none the less).
P.S. Here’s what I ate on day 26
Same everything except for dinner which was baked chicken w/ garlic and pepper and steamed broccoli.
P.P.S. I was so hungry when I went to bed but I didn’t want to eat anything that close to bed time so I just ignored it like a man (although I’ve been told pretty regularly by many people including my own mother that I am not a real man…oh well, I can pretend, right?)