I woke up at 4:45 and then went back to sleep and woke up at 5:25 after going to bed a little after 10:30. Today has been pretty awful all day; I don’t have any idea what the crap is wrong with me. I have absolutely zero desire to write anything and I’m hungry and tired and groggy and kind of stuffed up (but not quite sick)…still
Not to sound any more alarmist and hypochondriacal than usual but I wonder if I’m bi polar (just a little bit). The highs are high-ish and the lows are low-ish, but the change in feeling doesn’t really make any sense to me without calling it a disease of some sort.
Like I said I was pretty hungry all day and I felt tired and more unmotivated than usual. I might need to see a shrink. I went to sleep before 10:15 (which was potentially pretty awesome), but was awakened by a screaming baby at 11:30 or so and laid there listening to him scream for 20 – 30 minutes before I got up to investigate (he was fine). I went back to bed and I’m sure tomorrow will suck. While I was lying in bed my head started hurting in the same place it always hurt and I felt tingly and warm all over in a way that always makes me think that this is the end. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
P.S. Here’s what I ate on Day 31:
Breakfast: my favorite part of the day and it was awesome also the same thing I eat every day
Lunch: the worst part of my day because of the awful “sandwich”, but the cinnamon yogurt is freaking awesome
Dinner: steak and broccoli
Snack: mary’s gone crackers w/ kefir cheese spread
P.P.S. I think I’m going to start drink evoo by itself, I’m told I’m supposed to be doing that anyway