Well we were awakened at 8 am after 7 hours of sleep by the child who wants the presents under the tree. She was happy so I guess that’s all that should matter, but I’m pretty miserable because we couldn’t afford to buy anyone else presents including each other. I know it’s childish for me to want something for Christmas but it’s how I feel and I’m not going to lie about that. Maybe it’s the effects of the chemicals in my brain, because of the change in meds a week ago, but today was a horrible day for me.
We went to my parents’ house after we finished watching Amira and Gideon open their presents (Gideon pretty much ate the paper while Amira opened his presents). Amira got a bunch more presents there and everyone was having a great time except for me because I’m a horrible selfish person who’s broken inside.
We came home and watched 3 movies right in a row (Kung Fu Panda 2, Shrek Forever After, and Transformers Dark of the Moon) all of which were good enough to take my mind off of my miserableness. Then we went back to my parents and everyone ate dinner while I played with Gideon.
Here’s the weird part, I didn’t eat any dinner and I wasn’t hungry at all. I guess being pissed off inside curbs your appetite. Maybe that’s a good thing.
P.S. Here’s what I ate on Day 14: