I woke up
at 6:25, got up and slowly got ready for work, and then I went to work. I think that working every day of this year (so
far) is beginning to affect me psychologically because I’m starting to be
shorter with people, not that these people didn’t deserve it (because they
did). I just don’t necessarily like the
way it makes me feel. Friday was a
really hard day for me and Saturday wasn’t much better. I don’t see much of a change coming for Sunday
either. I was told that I should let
someone else take over my job on some of the weekends, but that would lazy and
irresponsible and also it’s my job…so no.
I skipped
church again because I’m tired and I mostly am still avoiding human
beings. The family is back today from
wherever they went so things are normal again.
I still feel awful and I’m super depressed and don’t feel like writing
this.
Eric Anderson
P.S. Here’s what I ate on Day 49:
Breakfast: quinoamelet
Lunch: quesadillas
Dinner: pizza burger
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